As the time draws nearer for me to release this blog to my best friend, I’m getting a little nervous. It’s like it just makes it real that I am going to move forward in my life even if noones here with me but my wife. The plan is after my trip to Houston, I’m probably gonna leave a note in the room we stay in to link this website. It’s just scary to let someone into your soul, ya know? Because really, I feel like this blog is my soul. It is everything I love, everything I fear, and think, and aspire to be. Things that make me laugh and things that bring me peace. It’s like letting a person into your brain for a bit. And even though you all have been here with me through it all, you aren’t here to speak with and be in my day to day life. You’re easy to say oh well who cares if this stranger thinks I’m shit. This is my best friend and it’s a scary thing to have to face it in real life. I trust her with my life though tbh. And if this info is too much for her, then it’s too much for her and she becomes a season like everyone else in my life. But the chance of her becoming a lifetime w no secrets gives me something to hope for. I have two surgeons that I’m looking at that are amazing surgeons resultswise. Depending on how it goes is whether my best friend takes care of me while I recover or I stay a week in Plano while I recover. I guess we shall find out soon enough! The trip is planned for Oct 17-20. Wish me well!
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